I have nothing. i go to bed late, wake up last minute and don't do shit. depression

My Desire For Beauty Is Slowly Speaking to Me

My face is pretty much clear of acne, I have bought Biolage because my oily smelling, dandruff hair is back for the cold season, and at least Biologe makes it smell good. it's not taking amazing care of the dander though.  I wear my makeup more now, I pumised my feet yesterday! Lol.  I hae made a schedule and put tanning and exercise back on it. Though I haven't done either.  I feel that once i learn to wake earlier, perhaps I will take more initiative to clean up my appearance, and also... Now that Blaine and I will be moving to Lennox, perhaps I can find routine in my life again.  Beauty may arise from this.

my prego appearance on trip!

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Wake up earlier... Plan Outfits... Do Laundry more

So everything in title... I need to do... nuff said

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Ah, the weekend

So preperation for Sturgis and all the running led me to not caring about my appearance though I think I looked fine:)

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Today I was kinda cute

So I got up and showered! Wow right? I got up after my dog kept me up cleaning her piss! My bed smells, note to self... should probably scrub again... gross...
Anywhozer. didn't leavve myself much time... but i was clean and fresh at work today and looked okay.... Gotta get more Mosturizer for my face so I quit oiling up like a deep fat fryer face! Gross! Good Metaphor though, pat on the back Amy.
I felt like I looked okay today... not perfect, but i looked in the mirror today and said... mmmm. not bad... oh! i can post a pic of me tonight that's ridic... I'm wearing Rachel's daughter's babysitter's cowgirl boots... Photobucket here I come... be right back with ya blog=)

And there you have it.... see? not gorgeous but I felt good at least. must be the healthy food... k... gotta do the workout i blogged about... no more blogging!

FAT GAINING SLIDESHOW

Lisa Kavanagh - If i could change my image

So I think she's an Irish model or something. I really don't know her, but i found her once while googling and discovered that I want to be her... not saying I'll ever hit this goal, but after looking at her, you may get a good laugh at how i see myself, at the end.






So she is gorgeous right???? Well I had a dream that I was all skinny, kinda like her, with gorgeous mohogany hair. This was the best I could do.  Don't laugh.

HELP ME, I CAN'T GET UP

So I sleep all morning, waste my time, and then I can't find anything to wear, and look like crap all day... Frizzy hair, gross teeth (oops, maybe forgot to brush), pale and acne smeared, not to mention age marks already..... erg...  baggy clothes, because of course, i'm fat too... can't i get a break? where the hell is my fairy god mother? 

Okay, then, i never do my laundry, so I'm never caught up, and my dog eats all my clothes because they are covered in my body odor and I'm too lazy to clean too... Yes, I am quite the catch.  So how the hell does a girl with soooo many flaws fix herself from this bull?